Category: Astrology/Moon

There is a lot of energy surrounding the new moon on June 21, 2020. The moon is in it’s element here, as it is in the sign of Cancer for which it is the ruling planet. There is a solar eclipse to go along with it, and to top it off, it coincides with the summer solstice!

The sign of Cancer in the tarot is represented by The Chariot. This card has been coming out a lot lately! The deacon associated with this moon is represented by the two of cups. I also decided to pull the two numbers that make up the Chariot. These cards are number five, The Hierophant, and number 2 The High Priestess.

Take a look at these cards for a moment.

One of the aspects about this new moon on June 21st is it occurs on the Gemini and Cancer cusp. That means, this is right on the transition between the two signs. So to me, there is an influence of Gemini energies on this New Moon. This is indicated by the image on the two of cups card. This is a matter of my own intuitive perception, let me explain.

Now, the two of cups, is not “officially” associated with Gemini. But to me, the image is so similar to The Lovers card, which IS the card that represents Gemini in the major arcana. Both The Lovers and Two of Cups images portray the message of balance, healing, pure intentions, and the union of two energies or people. This card can apply to any situation, business, relationships, etc. The Lovers, since it is a major arcana card, is the higher, more amplified representation of this interpretation.

So in this reading, I intuitively see the two of cups as the “less intense” energy of Gemini which is present, but not predominant, as an influence as the energies shift, into Cancer.

The two of cups can also indicate two energies or people who are a mirror image of each other (i.e., twins – there’s that Gemini energy popping up again). Each balancing out the other as a mirror image imprint. They are literally seeing their soul’s reflection looking back at them when they are in front of each other. We see this energy in soul contract relationships for example, when two people are together to help each other grow and learn lessons. This is where the coined phrase “opposites attract” comes from. These two people, or energies complement one another, by balancing out each other. Yin and Yang.

Now let’s look at the second row. We are looking at exactly the same imagery. We have the number 5 from The Major Arcana, The Hierophant. He is the outward, masculine expression of spirituality, tradition, social order. The “socially accepted” form of spirituality. He is in the public eye. A teacher, a counselor, a mentor. He conveys the teachings. See the keys at his feet? He gives the “keys” of knowledge to his followers through his teachings. Through his interpretations, he tells you the teachings which shapes your conscious mind.

And next to him, we see The High Priestess. She is the feminine aspect of spirituality. She is the hidden, occult version. Most people are afraid of what she knows. She hides the teachings. She keeps secrets. One must be worthy of the “true knowledge” that she holds. She sits in between two pillars, which represent the two pillars in front of Solomon’s temple. Her teachings are not for the layperson. These are the advanced teachings of the ancient mystery schools. This knowledge is only for the truly dedicated. One must do the work before they are ready to comprehend what lies beyond the veil that she sits in front of. The High Priestess is the “mirror image” of The Hierophant. You will notice she has no followers at her feet. She is your subconscious, your intuition. She does not give you the information, she encourages you to look within. She asks you “what do YOU think?”

So I see these energies subtly reflected in the Zodiac Oracle cards as well. Look at Cancer on the left. He is deep down in the ocean of his emotions, pondering, thinking about how he “feels”. Cancer’s motto is “I feel”. Notice the character in this card is looking towards the left. The subconscious, feminine side.

The Moon card on the right is a feminine energy, but the image is that of balance. This is reflected not only in her stance, but also the “fire” that she holds in each hand. There is just enough masculine energy here to keep things in a balanced perspective. The image to me, has the same energetic feeling to it as The High Priestess card. It’s just the way she is projecting herself. Confident, centered, there is a sparkle in her eye. She definitely is privy to hidden knowledge that she is not willing to share with us yet.

So although the New Moon is in the sign of Cancer, which as a water energy, is of the emotions, this new moon is not a pushover! Let’s not forget the crab has a strong shell and powerful pincers to protect it’s vulnerabilities. We need to put on our armor as well. To not allow ourselves to be vulnerable to the intangible influence of outside sources. To be balanced, one must situate themselves BETWEEN the pillars.

The Charioteer must be centered in all aspects. Heart, head, mind, spirit, emotions. Focus, will and determination are what steers the sphinxes, for there are no reins. I jokingly refer to this card as the “get your stuff together” card. As the seventh card in The Major Arcana, The Chariot is a significant signpost in the soul’s journey. The Charioteer must internalize what he has learned thus far, and discern what is HIS truth. And through this perspective, he makes his own way in the world. The Charioteer, if you look closely is ONE with the Chariot. To maintain his momentum, The Charioteer, focuses on what is REAL to him, what is within his control. Everything else is just a distraction.

So getting back to the New Moon, I am seeing the message here as one of learning lessons, discernment, balance, focus and perceptions. Pay attention to your emotional energy. Gemini’s influence (the mind), is still here, reminding us to think before we act. Be careful of what you take in from media and embrace as your personal truth. Sensationalism is everywhere, as they are all competing for your attention (aka ratings). Extreme views are polarizing which triggers emotions. When we are emotional, we are out of balance. When we are out of balance, we act in irrational ways. We do things in the spur of the moment that we regret later. We waste our time being frustrated about things that are beyond our control, all the while ignoring the reality of own lives, which is where we DO have control!

I think many of us are waking up to the realization that what we see on our screens is not necessarily, what it appears to be. On a social consciousness level, it is so important for all of us to treat others kindly right now. Be polite. Wear your armor, don’t let the “small stuff” get to you. Tensions are high, and if we are to steer The Chariot in the direction where we want it to go, it is imperative that we remained balanced. Look at The High Priestess and The Hierophant. See how calm and balanced they are in between the pillars?

To bring things down to earth a bit, here are some insights on a more personal note for this New Moon for relationships, career & personal:

For relationships, Perhaps you are not seeing things as they truly are. Many of us have been very restricted as of late. This has resulted in pent up energy. Be careful, your emotions may get the better of you. If you are feeling a little crazy, it’s best to work out that extra emotional energy at the gym, or concentrate on a work project, etc. I see that people are hypersensitive right now. Be aware of triggers. A simple offhanded comment or sideways look, can ignite an argument.

You may find that you could end up in an emotionally charged situation, from which it will be difficult to recover from, if your energies are not balanced. You don’t want to be the character in the Cancer card, at the bottom of the ocean by yourself. Wondering what happened! A sincere apology may be all it takes to get your relationship back on track. Cancer loves relationships and home. Think about your significant other while meditating on the image on the two of cups card.

For new relationships, if you are a water sign and they are an earth sign (or vice versa), this may be a potential match. This person may be one who can bring some balance into the relationship. A word of advice. Don’t be intimate too soon. You need some time to find out more about the other person to be sure, your perceptions about them are on point. Get to know them.

If you are an earth, air or fire sign, understand that water signs must have time alone to recharge. Water signs can become energetically overloaded easily. Give them space. Understanding this is the key to a harmonious relationship. Many people do not understand this, and as such, water signs can be reluctant to get too close as this may have been a source of conflict in other relationships in the past. If you are able to give them the space they need without getting your feelings hurt about it, you will unlock the key to their heart.

For work and career: You may be excited to accept that new job or enter into a partnership. The Hierophant and The High Priestess are saying proceed with caution. It may or may not be a good fit. First impressions are favorable for sure, but do you really know who this person is? Research the company or potential business partner carefully. You may believe that you are ready to move forward, but there may be something here that you do not know about, or that you are not acknowledging. Pay attention to your intuition. If you have a suspicion that something is not right, there’s a reason. Trust yourself.

Personal: You may be experiencing some mood swings lately. I am hearing this a lot from people right now. Work on stabilizing your energies. Meditating on the image of The High Priestess may help quiet your mind. Exercise is beneficial to release stored up energy that may be contributing to disruptive sleep patterns. Take notice of what you react negatively to on social media. Clean up your social media news feed so that it is more positive for you. If you have friends that are posting negative content, you can “snooze” them for 30 days to give yourself a break. Remember, you are responsible for your well being!

The Phoenix represents transformation from our past. We embrace the energy of the Phoenix when we “do the great work” to understand who we really are, and as such, begin to live consciously. In effect, our old self “dies” a metaphoric death. Then as we “wake up” we stop repeating the old, auto pilot patterns and programs that are running in the background within our subconscious. When we stop repeating the same mistakes and poor life choices over and over again, sometimes across multiple lifetimes even, this unchains us from the cycle of the wheel of Karma. We take a stand and make the changes that need to be made. This does not always have to be drastic (but many times it is), but it does need to change the circumstances so that one is better aligned with their soul/true self. You will know that you are on the right path, when you no longer feel “stuck” or feel exhausted from carrying around “dead weight”. You are excited when you wake up in the morning!

Something else you will notice, is that people that used to drain your energy, or push your boundaries will fade from your life. Or at least, you will see a reduction in their manipulation tactics. You will simply not be relatable to them anymore. Because you are a completely different person.

We each have unique gifts and talents that enable to us to contribute to the light of this world. When we embrace our gifts and share them, we raise our vibration, because we are loving what we are doing and taking an active role in our lives. This inspires others to do the same. This puts positive energy out into the world, which then re-aligns itself and returns in the form of “good luck” and “synchronicity”. And more importantly, because we are living consciously, we notice when it occurs. For example, opportunities pop up, we meet helpful people, we’re in the right place at the right time. When we take action on these events, we see our life improve.

This is not Law of Attraction. This is Universal Law. There is a big difference between the two.

The world is filled with anger, hate, negativity, etc. But it is also filled with love, laughter, art, fun, music, dancing, personal triumph, and more. We live on the planet of duality. Now of course we are all human with emotions, and we do get mad, depressed, etc. Tragedies occur. The things we strive for don’t come to us easily. On an individual level, there always seems to be some circumstance or person that shows up as a challenge or obstacle between us and our goal. Sometimes we win, sometimes not. But when we live consciously, we understand adversity for what it is. We find another way. We don’t give it power over us.

The plot of the first Rocky movie comes to mind here. I use this example because most people are familiar with it. It’s interesting how many people remember the ending incorrectly. Rocky actually lost the fight in the first movie. But, the filmmaker showed us a different perspective. In Rocky’s mind, he won. Because he triumphed over adversity. After the first few rounds in the ring with Apollo Creed, Rocky knew that he was over-matched, but refused to quit. He worked so hard to get there, he was not going to give up. Towards the end of the fight, after taking a beating that would have most likely killed any other fighter, he summoned every ounce of spirit and strength that he had, and showed Apollo and the rest of the world exactly what he was made of. He proved to HIMSELF that he could do it. This is a good example of the Phoenix rising from the ashes. The triumph of the human spirit is an archetype that is ingrained in all of us. That is why this movie became a classic.

As spiritually sovereign beings, we have the choice to either A) take the wheel and steer the ship in the direction we want it to go, or B) to turn over that responsibility to someone, or something outside of ourselves. When we choose option B, we will almost invariably not be happy with the results. Because the consequence of this option, is we on a subconscious level, accept the role of victim or martyr, because we abdicated our personal responsibility for ourselves. Things happen “to” us. We fall into the destructive habit of blaming others for our misery. It’s always someone else’s fault.

You probably know people like this!

When we give our power away, we enter into the karmic cycle, because our mental perspective is limited. We feel we are not in control of our own destiny. We look outside ourselves for someone to save us. This also makes us susceptible to polarized thinking, as we accept ideas that are presented or told to us from a skewed perspective, as fact. We believe “we are right”. When in fact, in reality, this is untrue. How can one fully comprehend an issue, from only one perspective? This is rampant in our current society. Media is all too willing to broadcast content that supports the polarized view of their audience to keep them watching their channel. It’s a manipulation of consciousness, as a means to control the masses. It’s also a great way to sell products.

Your mind is the most valuable thing you own. This is why so many attempt to control it. Guard the gates of your mind carefully. Don’t just accept what you see in the mainstream. Read books, watch independent media, check out websites, study symbolism, entertain other viewpoints and theories, take time to think about what you see, hear and read. Listen when people speak. Train yourself to hear and see the “codes” in our language that are hidden in plain sight in all communication. Learn, study, be a perpetual student. Yes, it takes work. That is why most people remain asleep. The Phoenix process of transformation, is not an easy one. But the reward is great! It is the key to your freedom.

When one is transformed into the Phoenix, one is no longer a victim of circumstance. The wheel of karma is burned to ash in the purification process, along with all the other dead and putrid things from the past. And then in its fiery glory, The Phoenix flies to its next destination. One of its choosing. For although it will continue the cycle of transformation (that is the nature of the Phoenix after all), it will do so from the plane of a higher consciousness. It has learned the lessons, and will not return again and again, to the repeating karmic cycle of reincarnation. It will “transform” itself evolving higher and higher each time, always advancing, in the cycle of transformation.

“I’ve died a thousand deaths, each time reinventing myself brighter, stronger, and purer than before. From the midst of destruction, I became the creator of myself. From the midst of darkness, I became my own source of light.” — Cristen Rodgers

These are the cards associated with the New Moon in Gemini.

So, right away my eye is pulled towards the Eight of Swords. This is a card of self-imposed limitations. “Stuck in our heads” so to speak. Illusionary thoughts that hold us back. The New Moon in Gemini is reminding us to go within and evaluate where these limiting beliefs and thoughts about ourselves are coming from.

The zodiac sign of Gemini is represented by The Lovers in the tarot. This is a card regarding decisions, balance and choices. The energy of Gemini (the twins) is all about the mind and balance. Gemini is “air” mental energy, it is associated with the swords suit. When I think of Gemini energy, an image comes to mind of the Gemini twins as attorneys in a courtroom. Each presenting their side in an intellectual, analytical format. This is how Gemini operates. There are always two sides to every situation to consider.

Gemini is a “get down to the facts”energy. It is not interested in all the minor details. Too many details just muddle things up. They are a distraction from the situation/decision at hand.

As we examine some of the beliefs about ourselves, the Gemini Moon encourages us to ask some questions and look at the facts. Is this true? What are the facts supporting these statements that I am telling myself? Is this information relevant at this present time? Could these limitations I place on myself be an illusion based on fear instead of facts?

Sometimes it is a good idea for us to step outside of ourselves and examine things impartially. Be your own attorney. Argue both sides from an outside perspective. This is where a lot of people find making a “pros and cons” list is helpful. Because it breaks things down in a written format. Pen to paper. It gets the emotions out of the way. To quote Joe Friday “Just the facts ma’am”.

As we move on, we see the Knight of Swords rushing in towards the Eight of Swords. This is a reminder, to slow down and think. If the Knight of Swords does not pull his horse back, both the knight and his horse will be sliced up by the eight swords that are surrounding the woman. In his haste to “rescue” the woman, The Knight of Swords can potentially severely harm himself, his horse, and the woman that he is rushing in to “save”. Are you making decisions based on facts, or are your emotions causing you to act erratically? You could end up making a situation worse, instead of better. The horse looks a little worried here, don’t you think?

Look at these three cards again, and ask the question. Am I self-sabotaging myself with my own mental limitations? And look at the Eight of Swords as it is positioned over The Magician. Perhaps these thoughts are not real. Are my emotions (see the water at her feet), keeping me stuck in this “trap” that in reality is simply a mental “illusion” of my own making?

The Magician on the bottom of the deck holds a few key messages in this reading as well. The Magician represents Mercury, which is the ruling planet of Gemini. Mercury is a dual natured energy as it represents both Gemini and Virgo. It corresponds to communication, thoughts, information, logic, reasoning, intellect, awareness. It can represent the communication of truth and lies. Mercury is the messenger of the gods. Interesting don’t you think? Media, television, the internet, radio, would all fall under Mercury’s jurisdiction. This is something to keep in mind.

A small detail that I noticed as I glanced at the Eight of Swords and The Magician is the blindfold. Notice in the Eight of Swords the blindfold covers her eyes. The Magician is wearing a headband. In this reading, I interpret it as his blindfold pulled up over the eyes. The Magician sees clearly.

The Magician stands alone. This is a reminder for us not to rely on others to “save us”, nor to take information at face value. Remember, Mercury communicates both truth and lies. This goes for the lies we tell ourselves, as well as the lies that we are told by others. Gemini as I mentioned above, looks at both sides. Checks out the facts from multiple sources and/or viewpoints then makes an informed decision based on what Gemini knows for itself to be true. This is what we see in The Lovers card. One must look at the facts, and then make our own choices based on what is true for ourselves.

New Moon in Gemini encourages us to take off the blindfold! All is not what it appears to be. Taking action before understanding the truth of an issue is self-sabotage. This goes for us individually as well as collectively.

Slowing down, utilizing critical thinking (is this true? does this make sense?) and using your inner truth as a compass are the keys that will allow the woman in the Eight of Swords, to walk out of her prison to meet the Knight of Swords. Both unscathed, they will then ride on the white horse (truth) and thus transform into the balanced energy of The Lovers.

“A great deal of intelligence can be invested in ignorance when the need for illusion is deep.” ― Saul Bellow,

On May 7, 2020 the full moon will be in the sign of Scorpio. Scorpio is known as a very “intense” sign. Dark and mysterious, this zodiac sign corresponds to the Death card in the major arcana of the Tarot. This card’s image can be quite startling when one first sees it. It certainly has had it’s fair share of bad press in the movies, such as the James Bond movie, Live and Let Die.

But when one takes the time to analyze the symbolism of this card, we find that it is not a “bad” or “good” card. For Death is neither bad nor good. It just is. Death is inevitable, as it is part of the cycle of life. Death is the catalyst, that opens the door to transformation. Death clears the way for the new.

The Scorpio sign has “levels” of transformation symbols associated with it. Not represented by just one aspect as most of the other signs are, my research uncovered as few as three (Scorpion, Snake, Phoenix) and as many as seven (Spider, Scorpion, Lizard, Snake, Wolf, Eagle, and Phoenix). Scorpio is in a constant state of transformation. It is a very complex sign.

Scorpio with it’s ruling outlying planet Pluto, as you would expect, is a sign known for being intuitive, dark and mysterious. Scorpios, as a fixed water sign, are not afraid to dive into the dark depths of the murky waters in search of the truth, and the deeper meaning of life. Naturally suspicious, Scorpios do not blindly accept what they are told. They will research, and rely on their intuition to discover what they feel is the truth. It’s very difficult to lie to a Scorpio! It’s not a good idea either.

I will discuss this subject in more detail in the future. But for now, I feel you have a pretty good idea about the energy of this sign. We have more ground to cover, so let’s move on.

The full moon in Scorpio this month falls on May 7, 2020. Not only does it fall on the 7th day of the month, but the numerology of the month, day and year, 5+7+4 = 16, which when broken down to a single digit, equals 7. That’s significant to me.

Number 7 in numerology is known as the seeker, the thinker, spiritual mysteries and the occult. This energy is one that does not take information at face value. Number 7 always digs deeper, as it wants to understand the hidden truths behind the “illusion”. Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz embodied the aspect of number 7 when she revealed the little man behind the curtain that was responsible for the illusion of “The Great Wizard”.

Number seven sounds a lot like Scorpio doesn’t it? Put these energies together with the full super moon (the final super moon of 2020), and let’s not forget the Eta Aquarid meteor shower that just occurred, and wow! Need I say more? How many signs from the universe do you need? (laugh)

The Moon card in the tarot is one of intuition, things hidden, mystery, intrigue. Not being able to see the entire picture. Deceit by illusion. Smoke, mirrors and shadows. The moon sheds light on our subconscious. It reveals what we are afraid of and what we choose not to acknowledge. During the day, it’s easy to ignore these things. We are busy working, living our lives.

Think about it. The things that live in the dark, are there during the day. Not acknowledged, but there. But in the stillness of the night, this is where these things come out from underneath our bed. As a society, what are the things we have chosen not to see? Well, quite a lot, actually.

So with all that being said, here are the cards for the full moon in Scorpio:

We have The Hierophant, which represents Taurus, fixed earth. This is the zodiac sign of the sun at this time. Death, which represents the sign of the Scorpio, fixed water, the sign of the moon. The Six of Cups, which represents the decan also associated with this moon. And of course The Moon, which is the underlying energy of the reading. Well this should be fun!

I’m sure if you are reading this blog, you are aware of the huge shift in consciousness that is going on right now. This is reflected in the cards. The Hierophant is a card of structure, organized religion, traditions, teachings, the “socially accepted” spiritual authority. But the Hierophant can also represent social structure in other forms as well, schools, government, etc. Any type of structure from which there is a hierarchy. It is also a card of the masculine, conscious aspect of our connection to the divine. As opposed to The High Priestess, which is the feminine, subconscious aspect. The Hierophant “conveys” the teachings, The High Priestess encourages us to do our own research and find the answers within. In their highest properties, they both have their place. Yin and Yang.

I know I have mentioned this before, but I do feel we are seeing many things being revealed to us. We are finally realizing (on a mass scale) that not everything we are told by those in authority is the truth. Sure, there are still many who are blind to this truth, but this is changing. Those people who were called “conspiracy theorists” a few years ago, are turning out to be some our best allies at this time. They open our minds and eyes to encourage us to engage in critical thinking. Ask questions. Do your research. Learn our true history. The information that was once kept hidden is now accessible to us. There is simply no excuse anymore for ignorance.

Hopefully, you have been doing the work. Look at the Death card again. Does Death look like it’s playing? If you are too ignorant and stuck in your old ways to move along with the current of change, Death is going run you over just like he ran over that old King!

This full moon in Scorpio, is the Death card riding in to transform our consciousness. The half truths wrapped in lies that we have believed for so long, has caused a lot of suffering in this world. We are moving quickly into the new age of Aquarius. The old stodgy ways just aren’t going to cut it anymore.

The Moon in Scorpio is one that is not afraid to illuminate the ugly parts of our society. For one cannot change what one will not acknowledge. This is why we are seeing all this exposure and chaos right now. This is the decay that is the process of death. It’s ugly and it stinks.

And of course, the old systems want to hang on because it works for them. The Death card, even in the reversed position, is still death. The systems hanging on is that fixed earth energy being represented. It is quite an undertaking to move a big bull when he plants his feet in the ground. It can be done however. The bull can be mean though, let’s not forget. And right now, he is angry and injured. He will not go down without a fight. We must be ready so that we are not gored by the bull’s horns.

With Death comes the rebirth. Here we move on to the Six of Cups. A sweet card, one of youth, nostalgia, innocence. In this reading, I also get the message of sincere apologies. I think this is the acknowledgement of the societal ugliness that I mentioned before. Making things right. This is what the Universe is wanting for us. That big immovable earth energy that we were looking at before, has been transformed by Death into a beautiful garden. The earth element is now the soil inside the chalices from which new life (the flowers) spring forth from.

Universal Laws teach us that there is always a balance to be maintained. So let’s not forget that there will always be light and dark. For one cannot exist without the other. However, the balance has been lopsided for a very long time. We are in the midst of a course correction.

Death is riding in, with his flag flying high to clear the path to let the new, fresh, youthful energies come in. Death is not emotional, like I mentioned before. Death just is. When something reaches the end of it’s lifespan, it dies. That’s it. Death is not complex. We make it that way. The planetary alignments have been preparing us for this catalyst for a while. Those who have been paying attention see it very clearly. Those who have not, are in for a rude awakening!

So, as I mentioned the number 7 was prevalent for this full moon as well. The #7 card in the major arcana, is The Chariot. And since this turned out to be such a “big energy” reading, I pulled another Moon card from The After Tarot deck, and the seventh card from the Destiny’s Portal oracle deck. It’s a “darker themed” deck, which I thought was appropriate for this moon.

Check this out!

And here we have The Charioteer coming face to face with the Dark Queen, the perfect representation of The Moon in Scorpio. And the plot thickens.

Just like The High Priestess, The Goddess (The Moon), is a Dark Goddess here. She is literally standing in the middle of the path. It’s as if she is saying to the Charioteer. “And just where do you think you’re going?”

The Dark Goddess has been waiting for this moment for a while, it seems. She is the gatekeeper. Just like The High Priestess.

And The Chariot comes screeching to a halt.

It’s time to admit, the feminine on this planet has been oppressed and abused for a very long time. And now, The Charioteer must face her. She is the dark subconscious, she is what you fear, what you loathe, the parts of yourself that you will not face, or even admit that is part of you. She is what the ego keeps stuffed down deep inside. She is the mother that has allowed herself to be abused because she loved you. The love that your ego thought that it could do without. The feminine that is inside of all of us, will not be ignored any longer. For humanity cannot advance until she is acknowledged and shown the proper respect.

She looks a little pissed. And she has a right to be. Quite frankly, I feel she is long overdue for an apology.

And now here she is. Standing in front us. Blocking our path. She is beautiful, and she is frightening. She has some questions for us. And only if we answer them correctly will we be allowed to continue forward. And if we have not done the homework, we will not know the correct answers.

That would be a tragedy. There on the precipus of the great awakening, The Chariot would remain stuck. The sphinxes will not move because they are not working together as Yin and Yang. Not looking ahead, but looking in different directions as they will not face the Dark Goddess. Their egos, will tell them to try to go around her. Like they have always done. Ahhh, but there is no going forward “around” the Goddess. The path “around” the Goddess is just one big circle. You’ll be back again and again until you have learned the lessons and can answer her questions correctly.

Are you ready to face the Dark Goddess? Are WE ready to face her? I guess we will find out.

The full moon tonight will be in the sign of Libra. This moon is known as the “pink moon” and tonight is a super moon as well. Libra’s card in the tarot is Justice. This card not only is about fairness, justness and our inalienable rights we have as human beings, but it’s also a reminder for us to be aware of our actions, for our actions have consequences. Also known as “Karma”. Even if you do not believe in “Karma” per say, you can look at this scientifically when one examines Newton’s third law: Every action has an equal and opposite reaction. This principle is also reflected in Universal Law #6 which is the Law of Cause and Effect.

The cards that came out today for this reading are the Ten of Cups, Page of Pentacles and the underlying card of the deck is Five of Pentacles. It’s interesting that the Ten of Cups and Five of Pentacles came out again today. As they have been popping up quite a bit lately!

This moon is illuminating the areas of our lives that we have been taking for granted. It sheds it’s light in the darkness so that we can see. Being that it is a super moon is of particular significance. This moon is asking us to look again.

As I mentioned before, it’s amazing to me that the ten of cups has come up yet again. This is the card of family, soul connections, emotional fulfillment, balance, and happiness. The number 10 is significant, for this number is both the number of endings (10) and new beginnings (1).

The next card, the Page of Pentacles, is aligning with the moon’s message. Reminding us to examine our lives and finances closely. As a Page, he is only holding one pentacle. He is not rich. But look how he is gazing at it. One can see he values that which he has. He knows that this single pentacle is full of possibilities. And also that yes, money is important, but what’s also important is how it is spent and earned.

As we look at these two cards together, I received the message of taking stock of the value of what we have. In doing so, you will see that you are truly “rich” in many ways. Here, I ask you to look at the expression on the Page of Pentacles face. He does not look disappointed because he “only” has one pentacle. He is grateful for this pentacle. It’s all a matter of perception.

At the bottom of the deck, the Five of Pentacles is shown. In this reading, I see this card as many of us who are exhausted from running full out on the proverbial hamster wheel. Chasing that elusive pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Round and round we go, all the while not seeing the light in the stained glass church window beside us. This is symbolic of us being so busy running in our lives, that we are not stopping long enough to pick our heads up to examine the consequences of our actions.

Tell me, does the couple in the Five of Pentacles look “happy” to you? Perhaps, they need to stop and go inside the building behind them. What and who awaits to welcome them inside?

We as a collective, have pursued happiness in the form of accumulation of material “things” for a long time. But at what cost? Perhaps it’s time to pause and turn around, go inside and regain one’s perspective. Just like the couple is advised to do in the Five of Pentacles.

We are all mind, body and spirit. If we focus too much on one aspect, the other parts are thus neglected and the energies are out of balance. The material world (the body/physical) is but one aspect of who we are. We are not our house, our car, our “stuff”. But so many have placed their identification of self on these “things”. When we neglect our mind and spirit, just focusing on the material, we shortchange ourselves and those that we love. Because we are not able to experience the full depth of our being.

Now to keep things in perspective, obviously, we live in the physical world, and as such have financial responsibilities that must be maintained. Of course we want our children to be provided for in the best way possible, we need to prepare for the future by saving and investing wisely, we need a dependable safe car to drive, we all want a nice place to live, etc., and have enough money left over after we take care of those responsibilities to enjoy our life. But there is a big difference between that and hedonism. This is what the full moon in Libra is asking us to examine. Look at the image on the Justice card. This is a card of balance, but is also one of responsibility and decisions. The sword in one hand and the the scales in the other tells us that we must be realistic and disciplined in our decisions. The sword is a mental energy. This is not an image that bases it’s decisions on feelings and emotions. Advertisers are very clever in this aspect. Pay attention to how things are marketed to us by appealing to our emotions.

We need to examine what we are purchasing and the true “cost” of it. Weigh your decisions carefully. Do your research before making significant purchases. Read contracts carefully. Pay attention to the terms and interest rates. Is this item worth going into debt for? Is this company one that you want to support with your money? How many hours do you and possibly your spouse have to work to pay off the debt?

As we look at the Justice card, we see that the planetary alignments are asking us to see as well, what has been hidden from the collective, on a global scale. I encourage everyone to pay attention and stay informed. Since going into this subject is beyond the scope of this post, I will leave that to you.

This full moon in Libra is one of personal responsibility and wise decisions. Also one of weighing your choices carefully to decide if the cost is worth it. And to understand that one must live with the consequences of their decisions.

“All that is gold, does not glitter” J.R.R. Tolkien

February 9, 2020, the full moon is in Leo. With the sun in Aquarius opposite the moon in Leo, this makes for an interesting combination. The card associated with the astrological sign of Leo in the tarot is number eight, Strength. The additional tarot card associated with this moon is the seven of wands. I pulled the cards that come before and after both the Strength card and the Seven of Wands, as well as The Sun and The Moon cards.

So, here is our Leo Moon tarot spread:

The card of Strength (the card top and center) in the Major Arcana is one that symbolizes, inner strength, faith, emotional balance, and confidence in one’s quiet power. This card comes after The Chariot, which symbolizes getting oneself together, bringing the mind, body, and spirit into balance. Once the chariot driver has brought himself into balance, he can now use his focus and force of will, to direct the sphinxes. They all work together as one to move the chariot forward to achieve a common goal.

After Strength, we have The Hermit. This card’s image is one of going within, inner wisdom, retreating from the world to enable one to deeply contemplate. This card can also symbolize a wise mentor, but not one that is mainstream. I think of Obi-Wan Kenobi and Yoda from Star Wars when I see this card.

Now we move on to the second row:

The Seven of Wands (the card bottom and center) is a card of standing up for oneself, defending one’s achievements and/or reputation, and standing alone in the face of adversity. It can also indicate taking the “high ground” in a situation.

The card before it is the six of wands. This card is one of achievements and/or talents being acknowledged by others, success that has been earned, self confidence in one’s abilities, a promotion, overcoming obstacles, and victory.

The Eight of Wands, after the Seven of Wands, is a message of potential travel, action, inspiration, moving forward, motivation, and inner drive.

The Moon in the tarot, in general is a card of intuition, going within, the subconscious, not knowing all the facts of a situation, mystery, things hidden, using one’s instincts to move forward on a path, but not knowing yet where it leads.

So with the Moon in Leo, this is a message of the time being right to step into your courage to bring one’s talents and abilities into the light. Have you been hiding an aspect of yourself or going along with others, blending in with the “herd”, because it feels “safe”? The Leo Moon is saying that perhaps it is a good time to begin to love and acknowledge that aspect of yourself so you can bring it out for the benefit of yourself and others.

Leo is an astrological fire sign. The aspects of this sign are openness, giving and receiving attention, joyfulness, playfulness, creativity, leadership, and imagination. Leo’s enjoy the limelight. Their courage gives them the confidence to show their talents and uniqueness to others. This is the energy of creators, artists and actors.

The sun in Aquarius is a bit high minded. A little bit cold, technical, more analytical. It’s attention is primarily directed to helping others through evolving the collective through innovation and technology, and less about the concerns of the aspirations of the individual. Now, this can actually be a good thing, if seen in the right perspective. As the sun in this sign, is busy with other “bigger things”. This translates to us as individuals, not being under the microscope of others. It can be a good time to showcase a creative project or aspect of yourself that you have kept hidden, as the current energies won’t overwhelm you with undue attention, especially from negative critics. You are more likely to attract those like-minded individuals who appreciate what you have to offer. The trolls will be too busy at this time with other things to take notice!

And when you do start to turn some more heads, you will already have been established in the spotlight. You will have received support from the others in “your tribe”. As such, your inner resolve will be strong. It will be easy to stand up in your own individuality and tell the critics to move along. Where before, this same criticism may have been intimidating to you, now I get the message of “you got this”. I see this as I look at the Strength card and the Seven of Wands below it.

This Leo fiery confidence and joy leads to the eight of wands! New opportunities, a zest for life, maybe even travel! As the Eight of Wands is underneath The Hermit, this could even be travel in the form of visiting other lands as a way to get away for a while, a type of a personal, introspective “quest”. Or it could be an indication of intense study of a subject that you are passionate about which will lead you down a new path in your life. As a Leo Moon, the destination of the journey is not known yet. But the eight of wands suggests this will be an opportunity for inspiration and adventure for sure!  

This is a good time to showcase your talents or at least begin the process of bringing them out. Increase your social interactions with others that have the same interests as you, stand up to others, and set those boundaries! Follow your joy! Remember, the one living YOUR life is YOU! Do what inspires you. We all have talents and abilities that are meant to be brought out to enhance the quality of our life and the lives of others.

Your courage to put yourself out there, will inspire others to do the same! I believe we need more of this at this time. For when we show our “beauty” to the world, it makes the world a more beautiful place.

 “Hide not your talents, they for use were made. What’s a sundial in the shade”`
~ Benjamin Franklin

January 10, 2020 we have the first full moon of 2020 with an eclipse to boot! This moon is known as the “wolf moon”. This eclipse full moon’s supercharged energy is asking us to acknowledge our power. Channel the strength of the wolf. Allow your intuition (instincts) to guide you. Keep your eyes and ears open. If something doesn’t “feel” right there is a good reason! It may be helpful to research wolf symbolism so you can work closely with this energy this month.

The moon is in the astrological sign of cancer, which to me symbolizes emotions, home, relationships, protection. The crab has a tough outer shell and pincers to protect it’s soft insides. An indication of an energy that is tough on the outside, but sensitive on the inside.

There are other planetary influences affecting us at this time as well, namely Saturn and Pluto. These are both “harsher” planetary energies. They are on the scene to assist us in tearing down our old ways of emotional and physical being to assist us in stepping into our full power as accentuated by the wolf moon. Or for some, to reclaim power that we may have given to others or allowed them to take.

The “official” new year does not start until March, which is the time of the spring equinox. So, I feel this moon, which coincides with our calendar new year, is a reminder of time. We have a couple of months to clean up our act so that we may fully partake in the “new growth” spring energy in March which is the seasonal “new year”. The harsher energies of Saturn and Pluto are assisting the cancer moon here. Helping us keep our emotions in check so we can “toughen ourselves up” to make those difficult decisions. Saturn in particular, provides structure and discipline to enable us to do this effectively. The card that symbolizes Saturn in the tarot is The Emperor. Reflecting on the image of this card is very helpful to envision the Saturn energy.

Just as a crab sheds it’s shell periodically, this is a time for us to reflect on who we are NOW. Our “shells” at this time are soft, as we have just come out of the holiday season. The holidays, with it’s hectic energy has a tendency to scatter us a bit. We “overdo” during this time of the year. As a result, our personal boundaries are not as strong, as many of us will say “yes” to social events we’d rather not attend, overspend on gifts, overindulge in food and drink, interact with people that we do not normally socialize with, etc. in the name of the season. 

The holidays are interesting as we are confronted with many challenges during that time, that allow us to gauge our personal growth from the previous year. January, is the time to re-align ourselves after the holidays. To take the time to reflect to see where we have grown and where we still need some work.  The moon in cancer with the eclipse intensifies our intentions for the upcoming months. It gives us strength in our vision to make the necessary changes in our lives.

The wolf has a powerful gaze. It is looking at us and asking. Will you join me in the hunt? Have you discarded that old confining shell of who you once were so that you have the freedom to run with the pack under the powerful energies of this full moon? The wolf also tells us not to cower in the face of adversity. Or to allow others to “steal” our light. Show your teeth to those who do not respect your personal boundaries. The moon in cancer also reminds us that the protective shell and pincers of the cancer crab are to be utilized as well. Not everyone you interact with deserves the benefit of your generosity. Some may need to feel the “pinch” of the crab should they overstep their boundaries with you.

I have sensed a kind of “scam” energy going on right now. I don’t know if it is just because people need money after the holidays, or if it’s the planetary influences we are currently experiencing (perhaps it’s a bit of both). It feels as if people are trying to get a piece of everyone else’s pie without offering an even exchange for it. People are pushing the limits of acceptable behavior and fairness this month.

The wolf and the crab reminds us, in these situations, to shore up those boundaries. Stand firm! I also received a quick image of a crab with it’s pincers up and backing away from a threat. The message here is to not trust others so easily at this time. Keep an eye on them and don’t turn your back. You may need to skillfully maneuver to graciously back away from a situation, that is not to your benefit.

This is not the time to obligate yourself to long term projects, nor to sign a contract without very carefully reading it and considering all your options. Of course, one should always do this, but it is especially important at this time. And if you really think about it, how many times have we purchased a large ticket item such as a car or home, and not closely read the paperwork we are signing?

This applies to verbal and “social contracts” as well. When in doubt, or if you are feeling pressured, say “no”. Or at least make an excuse to give yourself time to think about it.  You do not want to tie yourself to old energies or patterns that have the potential to keep you “stuck”. Remember, this is winter. A time of rest, death, darkness, going within, a time of reflection. This time of the year is not conducive to obligate ourselves into situations that do not serve who we are NOW and who we are going to be in the upcoming year.

Both the wolf and the crab are fierce energies. But they are also sensitive as well. The wolf is dedicated to it’s family. They are protective and nurturing to those they love. The crab as I mentioned above, is soft and vulnerable on the inside, but has powerful claws that will inflict intense pain on those that mess with it. The message of this moon and eclipse is one of boundaries, strength, protection and reflection of the past 12 months and what it is that is truly important to you. Also, trust your instincts, and do not allow yourself to be convinced (i.e., coerced) into accepting a situation that is not in your best interest. Nor is it acceptable to compromise yourself or your personal values, and/or dim your own light to placate the ego of others.

You are not the same person that you were at this time last year! Use the energies of the wolf and the crab to reflect your strength and power. If necessary, show those teeth and raise those pincers! Those who have perhaps taken advantage of your kindness in the past, will quickly realize that you have changed. They will need to adjust how they interact with you. This may be awkward at first, and they will most likely challenge you. But stand firm. You may even lose some friends. But ask yourself, if all these people did was take from you or use your gifts for their own benefit, were they truly your “friends”? Perhaps losing those people will free up your time and give you the  opportunity to find a new “pack”. People who will understand and respect you. If you are a solitary wolf for awhile, so be it. Better to be a lone wolf than a doormat.

“The soul that sees beauty must sometimes walk alone” ~ Goethe

So on December 12, 2019 at 12:12 am the full moon was in Gemini. This is a significant full moon! Look at the numbers! And to top it off, this moon was in it’s fullness at 12:12 am. Wow!

So as I pondered this occurrence, I thought of the Tarot and the 12th card in the major arcana. It is The Hanged Man.

The Hanged Man can translate to many meanings depending on the cards around it. But some key words that come to mind for me when I see this image is self-sacrifice, planning, taking a pause, spiritual development, personal revelation, reflection on one’s predicament, a stalemate ie., unable to move and/or make a final decision at the present time, pondering a decision, higher awareness/consciousness, surrender, accepting the current circumstances as they are, wisdom obtained through patience, humility, learning karmic lessons, martyrdom, relinquishing control or the illusion of control. These are just a few.

The card that comes before The Hanged Man is Justice. Is The Hanged Man waiting for “justice to be served”? Perhaps he is holding onto something from the past that has run it’s course and needs to be let go of. A good example of this is holding a grudge against someone. Holding grudges keeps a person “connected” to that other person that hurt them. This keeps them in a “victim” mindset, which prevents them moving forward with their life because they are “stuck” in the pain of the past. In a more literal sense, this card can translate to someone that is actually waiting on an outcome, such as a court decision.

Or perhaps The Hanged Man is sacrificing himself for others, taking on the role of a martyr. By taking on this role, this allows the “martyr” to control others by guilt. It can also be a symptom of lack of self-worth or a need to practice better personal boundaries. This person may need to learn how to speak their truth and say “no”. Or perhaps this person is in a less than ideal living or work situation but is unable to move for various reasons.

Maybe Justice served a karmic life lesson that requires The Hanged Man to go within and do some soul searching before he figures out the correct answer that will set him free.

Or is the hanged man there as a willing participant, taking a pause in his life to reflect on who he truly is, to plan a new direction for his life?

We are not “told” why The Hanged Man is there. Because The Hanged Man is us. We are all The Hanged Man at various times in our lives.

What does The Hanged Man image mean to you? If you notice, he is alone on this card. There is no one there to untie him. He must free himself from whatever the situation is that put him there in the first place. The light around his head is a symbol of enlightenment. The “aha” moment we all get when we have an epiphany.

The card after The Hanged Man is Death. This is the release of the old. Old patterns, old cycles, discarding physical items in our environment that no longer serve us, old limiting beliefs, old systems, the end of destructive behaviors, it can be anything. To make way for the new, the old must die.

When The Hanged Man realizes the truth of what it is he needs to deal with, or let go of, he frees himself from the illusion of his self-imposed bondage. Death sets him free.

After Death is Temperance. This is where we learn to balance ourselves. To operate on a more even keel so that we do not make the same mistakes again. Our time as The Hanged Man has served us well. We have learned the lesson and are moving forward.

This brings us back to this amazing full moon in Gemini. Gemini is an air sign, which is connected to thinking, communicating, writing, and being the twins, also signifies mental flexibility i.e, the ability to change one’s mind when presented with evidence/information, and a balanced mental perspective. Gemini energy is a quick analytical thinker. It does not let emotions cloud it’s judgement. Gemini is the swords suit in the tarot. When Gemini sees a decision that needs to be made, or that a change needs to happen, it cuts to to the truth, makes the choice and is done with it.

This energy pushes us out of our comfort zone and shows us the truth in an analytical way. I get the image of Spock from Star Trek here! No excuses, it is what it is. The facts are in front of you. On a larger scale, we are seeing this energy playing out in the media with all the exposing news stories coming out. Secrets are being brought into the light so the truth can be witnessed and thus, dealt with, and healed.

On a more personal note, we may see this energy expressing itself in our lives. Old wounds and aspects of our shadow which we have kept suppressed are coming to the surface so we can understand it and release it. To enable us to transition into 2020 with a renewed sense of self and purpose.

The Gemini card in the Tarot is the Number 6, Lovers. This is the coming together of energies, bringing them into balance so that we can move forward with a new healthier perspective. Energetically, both the feminine and the masculine are equal in their own right. Each has their divine part in the universe and are to be respected and loved for what they are. Only when the two are in balance, can true progress/forward movement happen. That’s when the energy moves on to the next card in the tarot, Number 7 the chariot.

2020 is a “four” year. This should be interesting for all of us, as the number four is a stabilizing energy. We bring ourselves into balance. We come out of 2019 which is a “three” year and with our new perspective, build a new solid foundation from the chaotic creative three energy. The 12/12/12 portal (3/3/3/) is a sign for us to create a new perspective within ourselves, our communities and on the planet. The alignment of the divine masculine and divine feminine energies (duality) to bring our awareness back into balance. With this new consciousness, we will clearly see what is not working so we can release it. Once we let the old “die”, we can begin to rebuild something better that is more in alignment with our higher awareness.

The Hanged Man is a message of higher perspective: “When we know better, we do better”